Sunday, March 28, 2010

OF REUNION AND HOPE 03-29-2010

“I like to see people reunited, I like to see people run to each other, I like the kissing and the crying, I like the impatience, the stories that the mouth can’t tell fast enough, the ears that aren’t big enough, the eyes that can’t take in all of the change, I like the hugging, the bringing together, the end of missing someone.” — Jonathan Safran Foer

Every morning is a fresh beginning. Every day is the world made new. Today is a new day. Today is my world made new. I have lived all my life up to this moment, to come to this day. This moment—this day—is as good as any moment in all eternity. I shall make of this day—each moment of this day—a heaven on earth. This is my day of opportunity.

“You’re probably thinking I’ve forgotten all about you by now, but that’s far from it. I have missed you ever waking day, and my heart still hurts, but I’m getting better. I continue to smile and still go on without you. I know I have missed you, but I have kept it all inside me, only for me to know. I still wonder about your doings, how you are, what you’re doing, what we used to talk about, to laugh in your voice. Just, everything. I miss it all. However, I feel that the parting of us was for the best, because everything happens for a reason. Should destiny put us into a crossing road in the future, that is when I will see you again. Until then, remember this:no matter what, even through the screaming fights, the disagreements, mistakes and the tears we’ve cried, never, ever did I give up on you. So if you ever need a helping hand, do not hesitate to ask. I may be far away, but I will always be in reach.”


 You know, the right guy won't get you to change. He won't subtly pressure you. He won't tell you who you can and can't talk to. He won't hide the fact that you're hanging out. He's not gonna tell you you're wrong for feeling; for being a girl. The right guy will show you off to his friends. He'll take it as slow as you want. He'll only go as far as you're comfortable with. He'll take you out to places, even if it's just a fast food place or the store. He'll actually sit through your stupid, girly Disney movies with you because he just wants to be with you. The right guy will come along someday, you just gotta tough it out and wait for him. But whatever you do, don't settle for the wrong guy. You deserve so much more.

You tell me that I'm yours and that you're mine, but I'm always so afraid that she's still on your mind. Part of me still hurts from everything that's happened in the past, regardless of how happy I am with you right now. I know that scars take time to heal, just like how the mind and heart takes time to forget. We both need our time, but we'll spend that time together. Just, please, don't let me down. I've given you too much of my heart already.

“You never asked me to wait for you — and I don’t even know if you want me to — heck, I don’t even know if I want to … but something is telling me that when you come back I’m going to be exactly what you want, and you will realize I have been here all this time, and you will wonder why you didn’t want me all along. And somehow — that will bring us to our happily ever after.” — Felicity

“I think everybody just needs someone to believe in them. Someone to think they’re beautiful, someone to think they’re amazing. You need that person, and I can be that for you.”

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