Dear Future Girl,
When I’m with you time seems to stand still. Nothing else seems to matter and I feel like the luckiest person in the world. I don’t think you realize how happy you truly make me and how much I smile because of you. I want everyone to know how much you mean to me. I want to do silly things with you like play hide and seek, play board games, and build a fort. I want to go for a walk and just talk about your day. I don’t even care if I get to talk. I let you go on and on because I don’t mind listening. I want to watch movies with you and cuddle up together. I want to make you feel safe and feel better when you are down. I’ll draw you a bath, make you some tea, and give you a massage till you start to relax. I’ll worry when I don’t hear from you but always give you your space. I’ll make you mixes of my favorite songs that remind me of you. I will give you sunflowers or small gifts to make you smile just because I can.
I will tell you how much I love your eyes, your lips, and everything about you. I’ll remind you on a daily basis how much you mean to me. I’ll be sorry when I’m wrong and happy when you finally forgive me. Hearing your voice in my ear and feel your skin on my skin. I might get scared when your angry but I’ll always give you your space when you need it. I just never want to lose you, so know that I’ll always fight for you. I’ll hug you when your anxious and hold you when you are hurt. I’ll always be there for you no matter what. I want you when I smell you because it’s a comfort zone for me. I want to cuddle in the night to keep you warm and make you feel safe. I melt every time that I see your smile or hear your voice. I want to share everything with you and for you to be the most important part of my world. I want to get to know who you are inside and out. When you aren’t around I won’t sleep well because the bed will just feel empty without you. I promise to up front with you, tell you the worst about me, and try to give you the best of me because you don’t deserve any less. I accept you for who you are because whatever has happened in the past has made you who you are today. I will love you with all the “flaws” and “imperfections” you think you have because those things are what make you unique. Somehow I’ll find a way to express everyday the overwhelming, heart enriching, mind expanding, on-going feelings that I have for you.